E iarna...

Miroase a iarna, luminite peste tot, oameni ce se tin de mana, ce vibreaza de fericire. Miroase a ceai de portocale cu scortisoara, prima mireasma ce anunta Craciunul. Vad brazi impodobiti de cupluri, vad beteala ce tine loc de colier, pijamale in carouri ce inlocuiesc rochiile de seara sau cele mai pompoase costume... vad dragoste, zambete, saruturi pasionale langa brad in centrul orasului, un el ce o ia de mana pe o ea, o ea ce-i sare de gat unui el parca fara a mai vrea vreodata sa se indeparteze... vad atatea lucruri ce aduc aminte de momente... momente apuse, atat de departe incat acum parca ar fii doar un vis. Inchid ochii si vad mai bine ca niciodata, vad globuri aurii de plastic moale ce tin loc bulgarilor de zapada si spray-ul de zapada artificiala cu care ne-am umplut camera. Vad luminitele de brad ce ne-au infasurat si simt caldura lor, a ta... Mi-e dor de iarna aceea, mi-e dor de senzatiile traite, de fiecare clipa ce-a trecut...

To the boundries... and beyond?

Stii ca depasesti limita sau, vorba francezului, sari le cal, atunci cand pc-u` da semne ca decedeaza incet da` sigur si ultima lui suflare e un blue screen.... pam pam pam... dovada si mai clara e atunci cand nu-ti mai simti picioarele si cand te uiti in jos maniacu` patruped roade de zori la degetele tale... don`t ask. Cred ca asta e momentu` in care cel mai bine e sa sting tot, sa-mi sorb cu pofta ultima picatura de cafea si sa trag ultimul fum din tigara. Maine, ma rog, in ceva ore, o luam de la capat.Good night or morning!

Time goes by...

I used to smile often and never look back. I used to be a strong woman, to stand up for what I love, to never give up. I had hopes and dreams, some of them very childish, but I fought to make them come true. I wished for a better tomorrow, for someone to stand by my side and whenever i would fall down to raise me up... I believed people are here for me as I am there for them, I thought I would never cry myself to sleep... but now I realise i had everything I wanted until you left. So when you decided to leave, I decided not to look back, to let you go because I thought that's what you really wanted, I never spent one second thinking that maybe you wanted me to tell you to come back... you left because of me, taking away my dreams, hopes and wishes... and now I`m here, pretending to be happy, faking a smile and whenever no one's looking whiping away my tears. We're now two strangers that know each other, two strangers with a hope...